The waiting period.

David and I are at the waiting period for us to start again on the baby process. We are having to wait 90 days after the surgery. We should be able to start our frozen cycle in mid April with me starting my birth control pills. The frozen cycle transfer would be in mid May..

I am so anxious on getting the 90 days over with, because I really didn't let myself get excited with the last pregnancy.. David, Ashlyn and our family and friends were the ones that were excited. I stayed neutral until I could see if there was a heartbeat. Now, I am ready to let myself enjoy anything the Lord gives me...

I have to still have blood test of Beta's until my level is ZERO. My last blood test was on Monday and it is still at 31.2, so I will have to do another Beta on Friday Feb 5th, 2010.

We want to thank everyone that kept us in your thoughts and prayers then and even now...

God Bless.

Amy David and Ashlyn

Jan 18th, 2010

Went today for a Beta blood test to make sure my HCG level is decreasing since the surgery of removal of tubal pregnancy and part of left tube. My level has gone down nicely. Was 4100 on the 18th of Jan and now is 166. Will have to go back next Monday to get another Beta level done to make sure it goes all the way down to ZERO.

Then 3 months of waiting to try again, I will be anxious to get that process started, since we know that we can get pregnant! David and I have to have patience, which we have to work on at times.

These days I hope, pass fast to get to that time in our life.. but we will cherish everyday that we are together and that our health is well, as well as our kiddo's..

David and I are truly blessed that we found each other in our lives. We are blessed that the Lord made our paths cross again, when they did and we now our able to cherish what true love really means and is made of. So, if we never are blessed with a child of our own, we still have our Ashlyn and Christopher that we are blessed with. They melt our hearts and make us both..... so very proud of them.

Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers, we are very thankful for our family and friends.

God Bless,
Amy & David

Jan 13th 2010

We went in to the doctor office for a 2nd sono and another beta, to see if elevated..
Well, the beta elevated and went to 4100, but the sonogram showed a tubal pregnancy in my Left tube.. I had to have surgery that day to remove the tubal pregnancy and they had to remove apart of my left tube.. I was given Methotrexate injection as well to help with the removal of the pregnancy.

It just finally hit that I was pregnant and that I achieved the getting to be pregnant but not the gift at the end of the pregnancy...
David and I are happy that we can get pregnant and knew that this might be a possibility and that is why we froze other eggs that were good.. (7 to be exact!)

Telling Ashlyn was hard being she was so excited, but she realizes that we will try again. Christopher sent me hearts on facebook to cheer me up and Ashlyn texts me to tell me she thinking of me and loves me. What great kiddo's we have!

We will keep praying and keep faith. Our spirts are down but we leave it to God.
I am well and will continue to stay strong with David by my side. We are excited and anxious when we are able to try again.

Have to wait 3 months after taking the Methotrexate medication and then back on the Beshirs Baby Journey..

Please keep our family in your prayers.

God Bless
Amy and David